Sunday, December 29, 2013

Adieu 2013


I brazenly flicked the title from my finest glittering pal 'Code name Panda'.
I want to say so much but these days my mind is over scheduled. Hyper busy these days buddies!!

Today I woke up in a great exhilarating mood. Weather was awesome.  Cold windy n foggy!! I happen to have small pocket of free time which I plan to squeeze as much of life I can from it!!.

So this fine wine like panda pal was speaking about school reunion which made me yawn and laugh at this reunion funda ( I always laugh at/ with her endlessly) I spent my10 continuous years in the same school, yet i never looked back. Same story repeated with college n previous employments. Nostalgia was never my strong point. Once the phase gets over, my mind goes on auto-erase mode. No attachments. No emotional hang overs.! I don't even remember any of my school friends or teachers or moments,. All friends, Names,Faces -foggy at times or erased completely at best.


My Will Decides...!!!!


That Time and phases are over so are my memories! My gift!! My curse!!. No complaints.!! No regrets.!!

TIME!!!! Something that as no beginning nor end! Do we know when this concept of time began?? Time is Yesterday-Today-Tomorrow. I cannot experience Yesterday and can only imagine Tomorrow. All iam left is with is Today. Not even Today, it's just this Moment. This Moment is all that exits and this Moment is Eternity!!

Sometimes I would get suffocated for lack of time in my life,  at times iam grateful that iam alive to make most of the allotted time.

Alive. Life! Being alive is such a lovely state. Our existence on this planet is so restricted . One life,one day,one moment at one time. No replays. No retakes.

Dream adventure awaits for me in comming years to come. 2014, I need to make most of life before my existence gets erased from this planet. At times, dream adventure can become nightmare!!Anything can happen anytime. This is the beauty of life. Unpredictable and Uncertain!!

I need to make most of life. For all who desire most of life, whose motto is "Yeh dil mange more"!! It's time to live life More intensely. More boldly. More dangerously!

Let little poison of risk - uncertainty n danger run through our blood stream. This 2014, let us live intensely - so intense that we dissolve totally in this Moment!!

So long my friends n to special panda -HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Its friends like you who make my life ever Happy, ever New every year.  Year after year....!!!




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