RUSHDIES
RUSTLINGS (Part 2)
Sitting
all alone at pond in midst of nature with waves striking your leg playfully under
starry sky in AOL ashram, my mind with nothing to chew, regressed into recent
past over conversations that took place between me and a wonderful person
called “Rushdie” few months ago. (Hence forth “ Rush” for convenience, well my
dear reader, you will know more about this amazing character in next blog )
Couple
of months back, Rush said in fleeting conversation that " She TRUSTS totally. "
Well.,
my personal thesaurus is very small and limited in its content and words such
as these (Trust, nostalgia, forever, best pal etc etc) never figured in it. Not
that I am traitor by nature, I probably have more sense of"Right and Wrong " than
anyone around. But I am by nature Paranoid (professionally cultivated
professional hazard) and I do understand the working of real world.
Now
the question arises, Will I not feel bad when I get cheated or betrayed?..
Of
course I will!!! But my question will never be Why me? Why ? Why?…
it will always be How ..How…How did you do it?
it will always be How ..How…How did you do it?
I
don’t care why you cheated me. You have your reasons. I just want to know how
you did it so that next time I will be careful.
Better known devil then an unknown angel
Long
time ago before I got enlightened by ways of real world, one my so-called then-trusted-
pal fingered between me and my potential crush. Frankly with that, my relation
never took off and if you think I threw him out, you folks are mistaken. He IS
very much my friend even now. But now, iam more careful. Now that I know his
weak points and strong ones. I manage things in such way there is no option for
others to cheat or betray me.
There are no permanent
friends or foes. Only permanent interests.
Look
how European nations are reacting when USA spied on them after Edward snowdens revelations,
when they consider USA as their best friend. Words like Breach of Trust, Betrayal by Ally
are flying across Atlantic. But friends, since when did Intelligence agencies
work on trust? They work depending upon country’s interests not because someone
is their friend or foe.
This
is a hard fact. This is how world functions.
Its time even India snoop on world
based on Chanakya and Machiavellian principles rather than hide behind Indian
traditions like Ram rajya or Gandhi’s-Nehru legacy of Peace, Coexistence and Trust.
Mahabharata war , so called dharma
yuddha is totally filled with Adharma. Rama-the ideal man killed Vali in
treacherous way. Gods themselves cheat when they are born on this planet amongst
humans.
Yeah I can hear Rush screeching “ its cosmic game dumbo, karma, gods leela, your zero brains never will understand cosmic plan..blah blah…”
Maybe, may not be. I speak from common
mans point of view. Not from religious texts and top view. Iam no God.iam mere
common man
Gandhi was product of time. knew how to
use peace., He violently used peace very cleverly and threw out british buggers.
Nehru taking has principles literally
and not knowing how to use them,trusted blindly thus losing 1962 war and losing more than 60,000 kms to chinki
china.
All
talk about India being soft power is bullshit. You try to become soft power
when you are incapable of becoming hard power.
Eh asli duniya hai
–Boman irani to SRK in Don-1
Life
never works on pure logic. Bad things happen to good people. And great things
happen to undeserved. Like in chess match, our plan never works beyond first
few moves. We need to continuously have to reassess everything and drop what’s
unnecessary. Same thing with life ,buddies.
There
is no rule that Gods will side good people and bad people will get roasted in
hell. All these goodie goodie talk is only lull you and make you predictable
thus conspired by society. Quicker you understand that you are solely responsible
for good and bad being inflicted upon you, the better , thus saving agony of
mental tension over unanswered questions such as Why me Why me…
Given
a chance, every one will behave in most unfair way. Only fear of reprisals and
repercussion stop you from being in that way. Only
weak and helpless speak of morals. Nature of world is such that at every moment(
almost) , exploitation takes place…in some way or the other…in smaller or
bigger scale.
If things go wrong, no sentiments..Accept
defeat. Pick whats left over and move on. If you have guts, plan for next move
or else just walk off. Nothing to be embarrassed . This is how world is
designed.
What’s there to be embarrassed and seeing whom
should we be embarrassed? I am of firm belief that we are no super important person
that around world should revolve. I have no big fancy ideas about myself. I do
what I can. Iam what iam. Worlds or society’s opinion is not required.. who
cares for one insignificant person such as me in gigantic planet teeming with 7
billion population and look how insignificant our own planet which is mere
micro dot in unlimited galaxies.
Sweet dreams are made
of this.
Who am I to disagree?
Traveled the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.
Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.
~Marylin Manson
Who am I to disagree?
Traveled the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.
Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.
~Marylin Manson
Now
the question comes if I would break anyone’s trust or betray anyone. Well
whatever I write, whatever I believe, whatever my mind says… there something
like basic DNA program which runs your life from cradle to grave. That will
never allow me to break my word once I give.
Never
in my recorded history I ever broke my word, even if it means changing the
dynamics of destiny. Don’t believe it????. Ask my friends across the planet
Like I said (or boasted playfully) in my previous
blog.
“Praveen Sagar breaking Word is not remote probability but an Absolute Impossibility.”
Now
what do I see in air?...rushdies verbal projectiles? eeeks haaa
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