Wangmo Dorge

 Hygge”, which is a Danish word. Hygge is when you are at your home, under a blanket sipping your favourite beverage, talking to your best friends and family members as a storm rages outside. Hygge is about the coziness of your soul.

Well, she is no Hygge. She is more than that. She is blend of supergirl, miss universe & Lara croft .Coy & Cute. Ferocious & Fantastic. Warrior & Princess. Amazing personality that literally made me gape with awe& wonder. 

I always value good conversation, magical moments, heart touching actions, exciting gossip, inspiring interactions. And above all, a good human. She is all & much much more. You will be remembered for all eons to come

. MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY

Ps: Wangmo means strong. Dorge means Thunder in Tibetan Buddhist folklore

Zahir, in Arabic, means visible, present, incapable of going unnoticed. It is someone or something which, once we have come into contact with them or it, gradually occupies our every thought, until we can think of nothing else. This can be considered either a state of holiness or of madness or simply YOU..the sweetheart of solace

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Hate to see myself replaced 

My schoolmate whom I met after 20 yrs once told me that I was very argumentative as kid. Anytime in debate or discussion, i would pull down all facts figures logic etc for superior intellectual domination. Yet not once , I argued with auntyji. Not once I ever pointed she was wrong. Despite knowing I kept my silence. I think i just didnt have heart to see her in losing position or where I disprove her. Moreover what am I getting out of it..Nothing!!. let her take victory . Her happiness is mine. Moreover I value her more than my irrelevant ego. So I keep my silence 

We always imagine bad luck comes like truck to run you over. But at times it comes like vapor yet it's consequences vaporize you. Karma need not always come as sledgehammer and smash your head...at times, it comes in soft manner where u end up saying stupid things u didn't mean or slip over toothpaste & end up smashing ur own brains...🤷🏾‍♂️

Being with aunty or being at this phase of life unveiled many secrets of life. I realized I never loved anyone till aunty stepped in. Maybe it's my comfortness or her constant verbiage & verbose that made me addicted to her. I loved our daily conversations where I opened n spoke my heart which is rare, considering iam always closed & shut personality. I loved her grit& way she handled her life. Somewhere I felt secure under feathers like mother hen for I never ambitious nor sought anything in world. But once she came in life, I changed. I wanted best for her & her world. (She came with package like samosa..3 points).

Unknowingly I was totally consumed by phenomena called Auntyji. 

I was never domesticated tame guy. Always wild & unconventional. But for the first time, I toyed with idea of marriage..maybe she is 1 whom 1 can grow old with,. Wake up to.see the same face every morning ..I know.many would be shell shocked. But I did think. Once that idea rooted in mind, I started imagining all hypothetical situations that would emerge from that decision and  my response. Being March-Born, iam always hyper imaginative. What if she kicks me out of her home, then what?, how would my sisters react? How should I divide my time between  office, Delhi & my native place. What about my old parents. What about properties, financial..my job/her job...future... etx etc etc...all while such thoughts were entertained....Karma hits in..either to provoke or obliterate...whatever & however the situation went, things went south & everything collapsed 

Here's a cute incident with her. Once On a call, she spoke for more than a hour, non stop, all alone,...only after hour she realised I haven't uttered a word & asks why iam so silent. "If u only allow me sweetie, if u allow me, then I can say something was my reply...haha

Will I find another such, I don't know nor iam interested...let Fate take its own course...I don't care..once again, I float in galaxy n let nature take its own course.....Why am I quiet or never share deepest details of my life?. Iam never sure. Never confident. Fickle & never trusting myself. I have no clue what my next move is. I always go with flow...

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